am i cried?!!

yes...
Shirley，Veevian...thanks.....

shirley，i saw ur blog...thx ya....
it touched me.....
really really thank u....
i cried infront my com....but my sis beside me...
so sia sue....hahahah....

VeeVian,thank u for listening what we said to u....
i feel that....

friendship is unconditional....
its a true feeling...
what happend???
no one knows.....
really....
we dont know how we feel about XX....

hope XX
knows.............
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not the thing that u think.....

may be i know what u think about us....

but not the thing that u think....

and we will not goin to tell u what happed....

u r not stong enough yet....

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yes....may be.....

today monday...extra holiday for deepavali

today holiday...
actually want to study wif wen wen de...
my parents lo....
i want study then they dun let me study....
i dint study then gv them scold.....
soooo stubborn de lo....

everyday like this de....
i stick my exam time table on my desk then they say..
y u make the desk until like this ??
i said that like this can remind me to my studies ma...
then they said that study no nid like this de..
i said this my style to study ma....
then they angry...
where got like that de.....
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hey...chinise society de farewell jz finish....

today is chinise society de farewell.....
今天是华文学会离别会。
a bit tired...but nvm...normal d...^^....
有点疲倦但不用紧，习惯了。^^
a bit not really happy...cz got 1 ppl....
有点不是很开心。因为一个人。
donoe the ppl noe o not,may be she know ....
不知道那人懂吗。可能懂了。
really angry de la,if u ask the ppl,the ppl dun respond u....
真的很生气的啦，如果你问那个人，那个人不理你。
if u say u not free nvm o.....that time u oso no busy la....
如果你说你忙不用紧哦。你那时有不忙啦。。。
luckly i get de jawatan not high.....o not sure die de...
还好我得到的职位不高。不然就惨了。
really la....i angry not only now o...a month ago liao o....
讲真的啦。我不只是现在生气哦。1 个月了哦。。。
that ppl should think (jian tao).......
我觉得那个人必须检讨。。。。
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wondering.....

这个英文有点难写....
写中文.....
呵呵.....

今天上课（芭蕾 ).....
以前我很清楚、很明白老师说什么.....
有去思考。
但是，今天有莫名的压迫感.....
可能最近有在想前途，
读书不是很好，但现在再拼啦...哈哈.....
要快快为自己铺后路......不然后悔莫及.....

有谁不想出国，做一名出色的人.....比如：舞者......
以我的技巧...要进舞团也有困难了....怎能还想当一名顶尖舞蹈家呢？？
Christine/yivon 就有机会咯......

但跳舞也是我的生命啦......p/s:好像很厉害 ....哈哈哈....
没有啦.....真的很想把舞蹈放进生命里的百分之八十.....
但给我是等于没前途......

我的梦想也是当一名舞到老师，但是，跳舞不能长远，
可能给别的老师是长远、一辈子......
但是给一些人不是......
我也想跳一辈子.....

所以除了跳舞，也要顾好学业.....
读、修别的课程，铺好前程.....
我也很想到 AUSTRIALIA , U.K.
等国家读书.....也要有一定的能力才行.....
申请奖学金是困难了点，所以，另想办法咯.....

明天是离别会了......
过了明天，我什么活动都不管了.......

读书！！！！
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tomorrow is Chinise Society de farewell

so tired....!!!!!!!!!

today i knew that y every chairperson..
sure got ppl dun like de.....
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i dowan to do liao!!!!!
soooooo TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i want to focus my studies!!!!!!!!!!......
...........but i cant!!!!!!!!!!

i want to go back to B.U...............
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at there i can more focus on my study....
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but y here i cant???
y??
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--IF--

If you can keep your head when all about you,

Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,

But allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,

Or being lied about don't deal in lies,

Or being hated don't give way to hating,

And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

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If you can make one heap of all your winnings

And risks it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,

And lose,and start again at your beginnings

And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew

To serve your turn long after they are gone,

And so hold on when there is nothing in you

Except the Will which says to them:"Hold On!"

just learned this poem thin morning in school...
i really love this poem...
it's meaningful....
tell me something...
when ppl hate me...
that's mean i'm giving chance for ppl to hate me....
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good poem..
hahahha....

next wednesday is Exam o....
3 weeks...
waa....
everybody must gambateh in your exam ya....
jiayou jiayou!!!!
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