so tired................

i want to sleep......
y i cant have 1 day can sleep the whole day de??

holiday can de ma...but...
my mom will wake me up...
haiz....
very tired le...
let me sleep la.....

today dance until 6.30...hahaha....
so we can go back early....
last time until 7 de a.....

dancing can let me forget everything make me feel sad...
i love my dancing school....my teachers....my friends....
i love dancing ....hahahah......


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该放弃了吗？

am i goin to renounce this relationship??

我该放弃这段感情吗？

i feel guilty in class u know....
feel like i'm goin to die after this second or minute....
oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how to do now??!!!!!
who can tell me??!!!!

this feeling make me cant breath...
like a rock on my chest......

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是的

是的。我同意雪丽的说法。

facebook所写的
是你在掩饰你自己。
你根本不想面对。

所写的，完完全全，不是我们所说的。

大家都在帮你啊。。。

在安慰你啊。。。

每次我在跟同学讲话，我为什么笑啊？
为什么就不要像雪丽，酷酷不说话？
我办不到。。。。

一切都是假的。。。


是假的。。

。

u r misunderstanding sumthing...

no body cares u???!!!
the whole world who dun care u??

y we dun tell u??!!

everyone is protecting u...!!!
全世界都在保护你啊。。。
没人理你吗？？除了我们，你跟每一个人讲话，谁不理你啊？？！！！

。。。。
你的信息，我不太明白。

真的反省？？
。。。。
不知道。。可能吧。。
。。。。。。。。。。

third week of cinderella's rehearsal

today Steve lao shi dint come....
then miss Jane help us to practice lu....

after the practice,we spoke in a circle....

we said out what we feel about this rehearsal...
how we feel about Steve laoshi

yes....
er actually in word is difficult to explain....

nvm ba...

.......................
if one day i cant dance d..how??
....i scare to think about this....
cz i donoe how....
is really scare......
really...
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是命苦吗？

excuse me??
okay...be honest...i really said that :'华文学会 不重要‘
donoe hu tell u de la...
but...u also said that 'BSM 不重要’

u thought that only u r sad?!!!

u just think about ur self!!!!

then u said that u have ur own reason...
then u said that 没关系到

walao...what reason lai de?!!

when i saw ur blog.....

我突然感到。。。。。绝望

是毒了点。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。
伤了你是对不起

讲你是关心你，骂你是在乎你。
当一个人，不懂要怎样告诉另一个人你的想法时，
 就会做出一些令人注意的举动。
 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
just like what i say about the people on my blog...
the ppl still donoe what i'm talking baut....
she said that she strong.....

dun say that d......
the ppl still dunnoe what we want.....
................
...............

u really know??!

u really care about friendship....
if u care....
please...go n c shirley's blog..!!

what u did...
y u always just know ur own feeling...

u just know ur friend dunwan talk to u...the problem is from ur friend....

u dunnoe what Shirley's feeling...what my feeling....
oh my god....

u become strong??

dun be too naive....

what the hell....
i cant bear....

......
who can help me..
..
..

am i cried?!!

yes...
Shirley，Veevian...thanks.....

shirley，i saw ur blog...thx ya....
it touched me.....
really really thank u....
i cried infront my com....but my sis beside me...
so sia sue....hahahah....

VeeVian,thank u for listening what we said to u....
i feel that....

friendship is unconditional....
its a true feeling...
what happend???
no one knows.....
really....
we dont know how we feel about XX....

hope XX
knows.............
........................................................

not the thing that u think.....

may be i know what u think about us....

but not the thing that u think....

and we will not goin to tell u what happed....

u r not stong enough yet....

.....

yes....may be.....

today monday...extra holiday for deepavali

today holiday...
actually want to study wif wen wen de...
my parents lo....
i want study then they dun let me study....
i dint study then gv them scold.....
soooo stubborn de lo....

everyday like this de....
i stick my exam time table on my desk then they say..
y u make the desk until like this ??
i said that like this can remind me to my studies ma...
then they said that study no nid like this de..
i said this my style to study ma....
then they angry...
where got like that de.....
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hey...chinise society de farewell jz finish....

today is chinise society de farewell.....
今天是华文学会离别会。
a bit tired...but nvm...normal d...^^....
有点疲倦但不用紧，习惯了。^^
a bit not really happy...cz got 1 ppl....
有点不是很开心。因为一个人。
donoe the ppl noe o not,may be she know ....
不知道那人懂吗。可能懂了。
really angry de la,if u ask the ppl,the ppl dun respond u....
真的很生气的啦，如果你问那个人，那个人不理你。
if u say u not free nvm o.....that time u oso no busy la....
如果你说你忙不用紧哦。你那时有不忙啦。。。
luckly i get de jawatan not high.....o not sure die de...
还好我得到的职位不高。不然就惨了。
really la....i angry not only now o...a month ago liao o....
讲真的啦。我不只是现在生气哦。1 个月了哦。。。
that ppl should think (jian tao).......
我觉得那个人必须检讨。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

wondering.....

这个英文有点难写....
写中文.....
呵呵.....

今天上课（芭蕾 ).....
以前我很清楚、很明白老师说什么.....
有去思考。
但是，今天有莫名的压迫感.....
可能最近有在想前途，
读书不是很好，但现在再拼啦...哈哈.....
要快快为自己铺后路......不然后悔莫及.....

有谁不想出国，做一名出色的人.....比如：舞者......
以我的技巧...要进舞团也有困难了....怎能还想当一名顶尖舞蹈家呢？？
Christine/yivon 就有机会咯......

但跳舞也是我的生命啦......p/s:好像很厉害 ....哈哈哈....
没有啦.....真的很想把舞蹈放进生命里的百分之八十.....
但给我是等于没前途......

我的梦想也是当一名舞到老师，但是，跳舞不能长远，
可能给别的老师是长远、一辈子......
但是给一些人不是......
我也想跳一辈子.....

所以除了跳舞，也要顾好学业.....
读、修别的课程，铺好前程.....
我也很想到 AUSTRIALIA , U.K.
等国家读书.....也要有一定的能力才行.....
申请奖学金是困难了点，所以，另想办法咯.....

明天是离别会了......
过了明天，我什么活动都不管了.......

读书！！！！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

tomorrow is Chinise Society de farewell

so tired....!!!!!!!!!

today i knew that y every chairperson..
sure got ppl dun like de.....
.....................

i dowan to do liao!!!!!
soooooo TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...................
i want to focus my studies!!!!!!!!!!......
...........but i cant!!!!!!!!!!

i want to go back to B.U...............
.....................................................................
at there i can more focus on my study....
....................
but y here i cant???
y??
...............

--IF--

If you can keep your head when all about you,

Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,

But allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,

Or being lied about don't deal in lies,

Or being hated don't give way to hating,

And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

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If you can make one heap of all your winnings

And risks it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,

And lose,and start again at your beginnings

And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew

To serve your turn long after they are gone,

And so hold on when there is nothing in you

Except the Will which says to them:"Hold On!"

just learned this poem thin morning in school...
i really love this poem...
it's meaningful....
tell me something...
when ppl hate me...
that's mean i'm giving chance for ppl to hate me....
...
good poem..
hahahha....

next wednesday is Exam o....
3 weeks...
waa....
everybody must gambateh in your exam ya....
jiayou jiayou!!!!
...........

some people only know their own feeling...

y some ppl only know their own feeling har??
n the ppl also the most bahagia ppl in the world
y some ppl they r tired to protect n mantain the relationship...
.the ppl will lost everything...
y??
is it fair??
may be jealous......
y i cant hate the ppl ???
is this my life.??
will my life change after 10 years???.........
........

为什么？？why??点解？？

为什么？？
有没有发现。。。台湾连续剧，女主角都是演得笨笨的？？
为什么女生就是非要演得笨笨不可呢？？
很浪漫吗？？
所以我觉得我不喜欢台湾连续剧。。很不实际。。。
港剧或新加坡戏比较现实。。
一切都真实。。。

。。。。。。
今天，原本觉得可以快快乐乐的过一天，为什么非要在这个时候
说出一句.....
之后，突然觉得你说的笑话一。。点。。。都。。。不好笑。。。。
。。。。

我真的有那么笨吗？
是太天真吗？
可能我真的太敏感了。。。
太在意每一个人的一举一动。。。一句一词。。。
该相信每个人的话吗？
该在意每个人的话吗？

我应该不会再相信了。。。
Amy...i'm agree wat ur blog's article.....

who know this song??

who know this song...if know can tell me???

http://www.dayofans.cn/

u on this web d...wait for the song....
if know tell me ya....
thank you....
......

PmR holiday....

tomorow start PMR d....
then we have holiday..hahaha....
after holiday EXam.......................................
haizzz........

then,
have to study....
bye....
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yesterday is mooncake festival

hahaha....tomorrow is mooncake festival hahaha....
waiyan,wee zhen,lei lei,pei yen,zee cheng,lai fang cm my hse...
we bbq at my hse...
then we watch ghost movie..hahahaha.............
........
today we have rehearsal of cinderella..hahahha...
jia you lo....

我是。。怎样的人？？？

我是怎样的人。。。
不管是
红新月会，
华文学会，
班上，
生活上，
等等，只是有接触到我的地方。。。
对我有啥不满。建议。甚至想骂我。。。
都可以跟我说或者留个言给我。。。
除非你不想跟我说话。。。
我受不了大家对我这么冷淡
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

安静

班上变安静了。。。。
异常的安静。。。。
大家讲话也比以前少了。。。。
真的少了。。。。