i just dont know y

i just dont know y i feel so angry,sad,depress
shit!!
i just dont wan it,but y i felt that??
weird....
some times,i really dont like when i'm talking,
body cares me or listen to me...so sad about that...
i felt so angry today becz some1 else just ignored me when i'm talking....
who u r??!!
hate u always look down at us!!
who u r??!!!
damn!! WTF!!!
dont wan then dont wan la...
dont waste our time
let us practice our other important thing
just sit thr and dont know what to do
just tell us,we can do other thing k??!!

i dont feel what just like ...
i think is envy?? jealous??
hate this feeling!!
stupid!!!
ergh!!!!
y every time like this wan??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Planning

i need to save money from now on!!
i want to go Europe
and never come back to this place.....XDXD
i love UK
i love France
i love Italy
i love Germany
i love Australia
and many many place.....
not malaysia....

these days
i found a Band called HURTS
i love them so much!!!
they are so cool,stylish....
Theo Hutchcruft
Adam Anderson
love their music so much!!

waaa.....

the more i think the more anger!!
damn damn damn!!
what also wrong
never right wan la!!
this also wrong that also wrong...
so better keep quiet la
keep quiet also wrong....
STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ergh!!!!!!
what to do now?????????????????????
always like this wan....
all also dont like big wan..all like young wan
damn!!!
we not human meh????????
sot wan!!!!!!!
wah!!!beh tahan!!!

say adil..u also no adil la....
everyday c u like de oni ma....
ppl got do say ppl dint do...dont know ur eyes at whr??
damn!!!!
ergh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
die la die lah!!
faster come la"the end of the world"
all die jiu ntg d!!

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