to genting...

tomorrow countdown at Genting

our last day T.T
i love 16!!!

hahahaha....

SPM GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The last day is coming....

27 dec

can i tell u i like u??

29 dec

the last day is coming....
i'll miss u guys...
hope we can meet everytime or contact everyday......

see u.....

hahahha

n the school is opening
i havent buy books yet...Xp

hahahha
so happy that i can know u guys....

this saturday is the last day...
see u....^^

hAppy NeW yeaR!!!!!!

play play play......

this few days just play play play....
><
love this kind of life
but no good
still hv to study
wait after spm n work my self 1st...
wahahahha.....

christmas...

i love christmas....
hahaha....

merry christmas..!!!

badminton

forget to tell that
yesterday(22/12)
me n my dale carnegie de friends went to play badminton
waaa....so fun....
i think this is the happiest day in my life...may be

after that went go back to the centre
we practice our drama...
zheng da,ziwen also there....

so fun......
next time or next time or next time we can go out again..

i love my life....

i dint tell u that i'm attending to Dale Carnegie Training rite?
hahahaha......
i went thr.....

n learnt a lot of thing ...
hahaha...
i learnt how to love my life....

love❤ love❤ love❤ i want your love
wahahahaha......

hahahaha.................

我学会了
当人家做了你不喜欢的东西
要用第一条原则不批评，不责备，不抱怨
甚至要给予真诚的赞赏与感谢
更引发他人心中的渴望
多聆听。鼓励他多谈自己的事

讨论他人感兴趣的话题

真诚的关心他

最重要是要微笑

让他觉得他最重要

只生活在今天的方格中

提醒自己，忧虑会危害健康

当发生事情时，保持忙碌

不要为小事烦恼

用可能发生的或然率来排除自己的忧虑

更学会接受不可避免的事实

不忧虑过去的事

发挥十倍热忱

完成所有事
热爱生活！！！！！

public holiday...

today went to kl pavilion n sg.wang with my family..
hahaha....

KL PAVILION

SG.Wang

hehe...

16dec
today dance with junior..
but only did 1 excercise
then teacher talked to them..
then i hear lo...
so,i dint dance....

17dec
todan hv to go to dance....
before that .vad n exco came to our school today..
so ching ryu,siew chin,michell n 2 more juniors n me went to school.
br dint open,so they just c downstairs de....
so sad,they want to c br de
haiz.....

so nvm d lo.....

hehehe

nota sej form 5

the school holiday we hv hmwk..!!

copy sej notes n do our science practice.....
waa...the notes we hv 5 chapter too copy lo....
lazy...but we hv to finish..!!

GamBateH n dun be lazy!!!

finally.....

finally our rehearsal finished.....
TDS de la.....

like want to die d.....
hahaha...jkjk....

but we hv to practice ourself.........

jz went to my neighbor's b'day party...

the boy boy de face cant c..hahahaha

they r malay....

girl girl so nice,pretty

hahahah

n i got a souvenir

hahaha.......

so beautiful......

No.101

the 101th post....
hahaha......

wrote so many thing before
sad/happy/emo/boring..........

the 101th post
change a new title.....
hehehe.....

but today so tired....
teacher so bad....
g8 tat time he record down us when we dancing
n let us c hw ugly r we....
hahaha....

no ugly la....teacher so bad....
hahaha.....

tired.....

8/12

today whole day at dance space....2-9pm.....
after our tds we stay back n watch teacher jolyn;s class.....
her class so good....

9/12

today also charm...
11am till 8pm...
waa.......
like want to daie d...hahaha....

jiayou jiayou!!!

dancing week......❤❤❤

LOVE DANCING❤

may be ...hahaha

6 dec we went to putrajaya
Festival of Dance

so funny....hahaha.....
other country de vr geng.....
waaa......

then the bus uncle go to the wrong way ....
we go back vr vr late d.....

7 dec

(from the left,Jie Xie,Jia Wen ,MR.Dale Baker,me,Christine)

we went to a workshop at FAB

                                                        all adv 2 de...
                                                                  waaa......
so scary.....

we saw Jia Xi ....
she soooooo thin....
after she went to japan....
waaaa.......

then we hv to learn her.... hahahhaha......
at this workshop we hv learned alot alot......

Gambateh everyone.....

tml start our practice d.....
jia you!!!!!
..............................

so tired...

today sooo tired...donoe y....

last time friday okok de...
but now ...
not same d...
haizz....

so fast friday d....

today is the last friday tat hv classes....
next 3 friday also public holiday ,,,,,hahaha

this sunday,we want to go to putrajaya
cz got the festival of dance..waa...hahaha...
then monday got workshop,then tue,wed,friday we hv practice....
waaa.....busy..
 hahaha.....

something wrong with me??

y i feel like this few days 'guai guai' wan??

when i dancing ...donoe wat happen le...like more worst d.....

how le??

...........................................................................................................................

............

today monday...nothing to do
my sis go sunway with her friends...

later i need to go tuition......

then donoe d......

next week we gonna start our rehearsal of competition....
so scare.....
teacher sure vr vr fierce de....

public holiday..hahaha

today is hari raya haji....
jia wen,yee woon , christine n me went to sunway pyramid...
hahaha.....

we go take photo
then we go skating
we want to watch movie de....
soooooooooooo............... many ppl o......

hahaha.....so tired...

短歌行

曹操 著

对酒当歌，人生几何？
譬如朝露，去日苦多。
慨当以慷，忧思难忘。
何以解忧？唯有杜康。
青青子衿，悠悠我心。
但为君故，沉吟至今。
呦呦鹿鸣，食野之苹。
我有嘉宾，鼓瑟吹笙。
明明如月，何时可掇？
忧从中来，不可断绝。
越阳度阡，枉用相存。
契阔谈宴，心念旧思。
月明星稀，鸟鹊南飞，
绕树三匝，何枝可依？
山不厌高，海不厌深。
周公吐哺，天下归心。

其实，我已开始看三国演义时，
我最喜欢曹操。
现在也喜欢，但
现在用喜欢是错的，是要用
崇拜

太钦佩曹操了！！！

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

nov-dec..holiday

21/11
after our dance,we wait at DS...
wait for Christine,then we go ms.Jane hse...
Christine,Jiawen,my sis,Yi Qi n me.....
we go n watch a show....
'Hand percussion' de show...
nice o...
1st part okok nia,but i love 2nd part....hehehe....
then christine n qiqi follow Hui Xin go back to klang ,
n their parents fetch them home...
then jiawen,my sis n me follow ms, jane....
cz we dun hv ppl to fetch us home hahahaa......

22/11
today sunday....we wake up early n follow ms.Jane to D.S.
then i sit at the counter thr ...
oh my god...
Embarrassing happened again!!
hahaha...don't want tell here...
hahaha
then i go change clothes then we started our class...
11-5pm...waa.....
again so hardworking...

23/11
holiday but busy....
a busy holiday!!!
hahaha....

busy in study,ballet,dancing............
hahaha......

the last activity i think is RC NITE....may be....

and next year we r form 5 student d...
'dai ka je'
hahaha....no la...got form 6 de....

then we have our graduation,
i want faster graduation,i dun like this school....

then spm,then i'll work at dance space,may be....

then i want go study...but donoe where....
............
but the community will not same as school...
sometime i will worried about some body..
but nvm ..the ppl donoe n i hv no rights to change ppl life...
..hehehe.....jy jy........
.............................

thursday tired o....

we dance 4.15pm until 9.45 pm o.....
contamp,grade 8,adv found.....
waaa.....so tired hahaha....

but i like like this...can train yourself....

haha.....................

english...

last year
i realise that ENGLISH LANGUAGE
is the most important language in the world.....
everyone will learn english in a hardworking way....
if the people know the importance of this language....

i love english since i was small...
i spoke eng with my parents when i was 2 years old-7 years old....

after 7 year-old, i seldom speake eng...bcz i went to chinese school...
nw my eng is broken.....

wahahahaha....

so now..i hv to relearn my ENGLISH....
so...gambateh ba.....
.................................
now got a lot of courses in our country
is about British English......
so we have to take this chance to learn....
jy   jy.................
................................

my shoulder.....

this few days i feel my shoulder like a rock....
so pain...n so 'hard'....
then today my mom bring me to a beauty parlor massage....
waaa...so relax....
but after that still like this...haizz.....
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

rainy day....

下雨天，
今天下的，应该是‘长命雨’。
下了很久很久，

回家路上也下着雨，
听着首首收音机播的经典情歌（死心眼、我难过等等），看着窗外，
有坐车的，载着货的，骑着脚踏车的，甚至走路且不提伞的都有，

想了很多，

人，应该要学会选择命运；而不让命运摆布你。

但这是一个非常不简单的事情。

当在你身边发生了很多很多事情，
没有任何一人可以一直待在你身边听你说话，
是件很可怜的事。

当一个成功的领导者，
是一个很大的挑战，
这个挑战，会让你人生，有目标、梦想。

当你成功时，身边的，不会是朋友；而是敌人。

很多很多的人，一辈子，都不会感受到的。

 这个机会，是要你选择放弃或努力。



各位领导者，有志者，事竟成
为自己的目标 奋斗，将会得到的，是大家得不到的

toes pain...

my toes never been so pain b4....

waa....like want to chop down my toes...hahahah....
jk jk nia.........

so pain.....
my little toe black d...so scary.....

....

不知该怎么说dont know how to say

dont know how to say la....
i cry is not want u all to’同情‘me

sorry bout that....
cry is my way to release my stress...
i hv no body to talk to.....
....................................................................
i dun like girl school....
a lot problem!...
i donoe the problem that we talk jz now settled??

anyway if got any problem u can talk to me...

bu shuang me can tell me...may be i can change
...................................................................
really now i only like D.S n my home only...........

really tired.....

feel so tired with everything....
really tired!!!.......

STUPID TEACHER!!!

STUPID ICT tEACHER!!!
not me talk in your class leh...stupid!!!
u tought ur class 4sn 3 very good dint talk a??!!!
who behind me talking leh!!!stupid...u scold me bullshit a??
i tell pn Ding or PPD de the u know...
i sure tell de...

0000 

i LoVe MJ!!

today watched 'THIS IS IT'....
with my family,at bbk JJ

wow....
i really LOVE MJ!!!

is so great!!!!
must watch it!!!

next movie is 2012!!!!

最近的心情故事

最近。。。。
也发生不愉快的事。。。。

真的， 
做人不要太过分，否则会造成无法弥补的伤害。
人正直是好，但也要看情形说话啊，别伤害到其他人！！

我们俩同病相怜，好的东西不止不属于你，也不属于我
被疼的，被注意的，被喜欢的等等，都不会轮到我！！！！
真的。。都有根据的。
只是被疼，被喜欢的人，是不会体会到的！！！ 


今天 Jumbara Helloween,
我遇到一个人，我很喜欢很喜欢的一个人（我的偶像）
哈哈哈。。。
令我想起了一些不愉快的东西。。
不过没关系，我受得了！！
加油！！

。。。。。。。。。。。。

............

tomorow exam science.....
so tired...
i feel guilty coz ......donoe how to say.......

nvm....
haizz.....
actually nt i want to say de,,,,
i want to scold...but if i scold,
i'm the bad person le.....
.........................
so tired about this thing....
if u want u sure will talk to us de.....

but we saw that u dont want...ok..nvm...
..................................................................

today sunday...1st of nov.

the 1st day of the month.....
we have to repay fees...haha......
1 month will cost us thounsand a.....
.....charm.....
haha......
.......................................
still got 1 week exam....
jia you....

so tired................

i want to sleep......
y i cant have 1 day can sleep the whole day de??

holiday can de ma...but...
my mom will wake me up...
haiz....
very tired le...
let me sleep la.....

today dance until 6.30...hahaha....
so we can go back early....
last time until 7 de a.....

dancing can let me forget everything make me feel sad...
i love my dancing school....my teachers....my friends....
i love dancing ....hahahah......


...............................................................

该放弃了吗？

am i goin to renounce this relationship??

我该放弃这段感情吗？

i feel guilty in class u know....
feel like i'm goin to die after this second or minute....
oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how to do now??!!!!!
who can tell me??!!!!

this feeling make me cant breath...
like a rock on my chest......

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是的

是的。我同意雪丽的说法。

facebook所写的
是你在掩饰你自己。
你根本不想面对。

所写的，完完全全，不是我们所说的。

大家都在帮你啊。。。

在安慰你啊。。。

每次我在跟同学讲话，我为什么笑啊？
为什么就不要像雪丽，酷酷不说话？
我办不到。。。。

一切都是假的。。。


是假的。。

。

u r misunderstanding sumthing...

no body cares u???!!!
the whole world who dun care u??

y we dun tell u??!!

everyone is protecting u...!!!
全世界都在保护你啊。。。
没人理你吗？？除了我们，你跟每一个人讲话，谁不理你啊？？！！！

。。。。
你的信息，我不太明白。

真的反省？？
。。。。
不知道。。可能吧。。
。。。。。。。。。。

third week of cinderella's rehearsal

today Steve lao shi dint come....
then miss Jane help us to practice lu....

after the practice,we spoke in a circle....

we said out what we feel about this rehearsal...
how we feel about Steve laoshi

yes....
er actually in word is difficult to explain....

nvm ba...

.......................
if one day i cant dance d..how??
....i scare to think about this....
cz i donoe how....
is really scare......
really...
.................................................

是命苦吗？

excuse me??
okay...be honest...i really said that :'华文学会 不重要‘
donoe hu tell u de la...
but...u also said that 'BSM 不重要’

u thought that only u r sad?!!!

u just think about ur self!!!!

then u said that u have ur own reason...
then u said that 没关系到

walao...what reason lai de?!!

when i saw ur blog.....

我突然感到。。。。。绝望

是毒了点。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。
伤了你是对不起

讲你是关心你，骂你是在乎你。
当一个人，不懂要怎样告诉另一个人你的想法时，
 就会做出一些令人注意的举动。
 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
just like what i say about the people on my blog...
the ppl still donoe what i'm talking baut....
she said that she strong.....

dun say that d......
the ppl still dunnoe what we want.....
................
...............

u really know??!

u really care about friendship....
if u care....
please...go n c shirley's blog..!!

what u did...
y u always just know ur own feeling...

u just know ur friend dunwan talk to u...the problem is from ur friend....

u dunnoe what Shirley's feeling...what my feeling....
oh my god....

u become strong??

dun be too naive....

what the hell....
i cant bear....

......
who can help me..
..
..

am i cried?!!

yes...
Shirley，Veevian...thanks.....

shirley，i saw ur blog...thx ya....
it touched me.....
really really thank u....
i cried infront my com....but my sis beside me...
so sia sue....hahahah....

VeeVian,thank u for listening what we said to u....
i feel that....

friendship is unconditional....
its a true feeling...
what happend???
no one knows.....
really....
we dont know how we feel about XX....

hope XX
knows.............
........................................................

not the thing that u think.....

may be i know what u think about us....

but not the thing that u think....

and we will not goin to tell u what happed....

u r not stong enough yet....

.....

yes....may be.....

today monday...extra holiday for deepavali

today holiday...
actually want to study wif wen wen de...
my parents lo....
i want study then they dun let me study....
i dint study then gv them scold.....
soooo stubborn de lo....

everyday like this de....
i stick my exam time table on my desk then they say..
y u make the desk until like this ??
i said that like this can remind me to my studies ma...
then they said that study no nid like this de..
i said this my style to study ma....
then they angry...
where got like that de.....
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hey...chinise society de farewell jz finish....

today is chinise society de farewell.....
今天是华文学会离别会。
a bit tired...but nvm...normal d...^^....
有点疲倦但不用紧，习惯了。^^
a bit not really happy...cz got 1 ppl....
有点不是很开心。因为一个人。
donoe the ppl noe o not,may be she know ....
不知道那人懂吗。可能懂了。
really angry de la,if u ask the ppl,the ppl dun respond u....
真的很生气的啦，如果你问那个人，那个人不理你。
if u say u not free nvm o.....that time u oso no busy la....
如果你说你忙不用紧哦。你那时有不忙啦。。。
luckly i get de jawatan not high.....o not sure die de...
还好我得到的职位不高。不然就惨了。
really la....i angry not only now o...a month ago liao o....
讲真的啦。我不只是现在生气哦。1 个月了哦。。。
that ppl should think (jian tao).......
我觉得那个人必须检讨。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

wondering.....

这个英文有点难写....
写中文.....
呵呵.....

今天上课（芭蕾 ).....
以前我很清楚、很明白老师说什么.....
有去思考。
但是，今天有莫名的压迫感.....
可能最近有在想前途，
读书不是很好，但现在再拼啦...哈哈.....
要快快为自己铺后路......不然后悔莫及.....

有谁不想出国，做一名出色的人.....比如：舞者......
以我的技巧...要进舞团也有困难了....怎能还想当一名顶尖舞蹈家呢？？
Christine/yivon 就有机会咯......

但跳舞也是我的生命啦......p/s:好像很厉害 ....哈哈哈....
没有啦.....真的很想把舞蹈放进生命里的百分之八十.....
但给我是等于没前途......

我的梦想也是当一名舞到老师，但是，跳舞不能长远，
可能给别的老师是长远、一辈子......
但是给一些人不是......
我也想跳一辈子.....

所以除了跳舞，也要顾好学业.....
读、修别的课程，铺好前程.....
我也很想到 AUSTRIALIA , U.K.
等国家读书.....也要有一定的能力才行.....
申请奖学金是困难了点，所以，另想办法咯.....

明天是离别会了......
过了明天，我什么活动都不管了.......

读书！！！！
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

tomorrow is Chinise Society de farewell

so tired....!!!!!!!!!

today i knew that y every chairperson..
sure got ppl dun like de.....
.....................

i dowan to do liao!!!!!
soooooo TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...................
i want to focus my studies!!!!!!!!!!......
...........but i cant!!!!!!!!!!

i want to go back to B.U...............
.....................................................................
at there i can more focus on my study....
....................
but y here i cant???
y??
...............

--IF--

If you can keep your head when all about you,

Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,

But allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,

Or being lied about don't deal in lies,

Or being hated don't give way to hating,

And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

................................

If you can make one heap of all your winnings

And risks it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,

And lose,and start again at your beginnings

And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew

To serve your turn long after they are gone,

And so hold on when there is nothing in you

Except the Will which says to them:"Hold On!"

just learned this poem thin morning in school...
i really love this poem...
it's meaningful....
tell me something...
when ppl hate me...
that's mean i'm giving chance for ppl to hate me....
...
good poem..
hahahha....

next wednesday is Exam o....
3 weeks...
waa....
everybody must gambateh in your exam ya....
jiayou jiayou!!!!
...........

some people only know their own feeling...

y some ppl only know their own feeling har??
n the ppl also the most bahagia ppl in the world
y some ppl they r tired to protect n mantain the relationship...
.the ppl will lost everything...
y??
is it fair??
may be jealous......
y i cant hate the ppl ???
is this my life.??
will my life change after 10 years???.........
........

为什么？？why??点解？？

为什么？？
有没有发现。。。台湾连续剧，女主角都是演得笨笨的？？
为什么女生就是非要演得笨笨不可呢？？
很浪漫吗？？
所以我觉得我不喜欢台湾连续剧。。很不实际。。。
港剧或新加坡戏比较现实。。
一切都真实。。。

。。。。。。
今天，原本觉得可以快快乐乐的过一天，为什么非要在这个时候
说出一句.....
之后，突然觉得你说的笑话一。。点。。。都。。。不好笑。。。。
。。。。

我真的有那么笨吗？
是太天真吗？
可能我真的太敏感了。。。
太在意每一个人的一举一动。。。一句一词。。。
该相信每个人的话吗？
该在意每个人的话吗？

我应该不会再相信了。。。
Amy...i'm agree wat ur blog's article.....

who know this song??

who know this song...if know can tell me???

http://www.dayofans.cn/

u on this web d...wait for the song....
if know tell me ya....
thank you....
......

PmR holiday....

tomorow start PMR d....
then we have holiday..hahaha....
after holiday EXam.......................................
haizzz........

then,
have to study....
bye....
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yesterday is mooncake festival

hahaha....tomorrow is mooncake festival hahaha....
waiyan,wee zhen,lei lei,pei yen,zee cheng,lai fang cm my hse...
we bbq at my hse...
then we watch ghost movie..hahahaha.............
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today we have rehearsal of cinderella..hahahha...
jia you lo....

我是。。怎样的人？？？

我是怎样的人。。。
不管是
红新月会，
华文学会，
班上，
生活上，
等等，只是有接触到我的地方。。。
对我有啥不满。建议。甚至想骂我。。。
都可以跟我说或者留个言给我。。。
除非你不想跟我说话。。。
我受不了大家对我这么冷淡
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

安静

班上变安静了。。。。
异常的安静。。。。
大家讲话也比以前少了。。。。
真的少了。。。。

y blog is important to me??

last time i donoe y my friends like to blog....
now i know....

when i have some feeling cant explain....
blog is the best place to throw out your feel.......
....
even the readers donoe wat u writing about...
the blog also will save your articles.......
...so...
i found a place for me to express myself...................

Raya holidays finished

Holidays finished...
have to go back to school tomorrow....
Friday(25/9/09) is our BSM Guru Penasihat-Cik Linda's Birthday...
Happy Birthday to Cik Linda!!!!
....
tomorow we will give teacher present...hahaha....
bye,,happy school day...................
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holiday de photos...

at Thailand...



at Pangkor Island...





then...back to home sweet home....❤❤

halo...jz came back...

early come back d...cz my father's officer keep on calling my father.....
haiz...but nvm...play too many days d.....
this holiday eat a lot le....
scare fat d......
hhahaha.....
after i go thailand...then i go penang...then go pulau pangkor.....
hahaha......
go thailand only buy things nia....
pangkor de sea water.....waa,,,,,sooooo clean o.....
nice nice nice....
next time only upload the photos ya...

Holidays!!!!

Selamat...Hari Raya....i only know how to sing until here only.... :p
....tomorrow Holiday d....hahahha.......
tomorow,after meeting...then i want to go thailand d...hahaha......
next saturday(26/9) only come back......
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bye bye......

Happy Holidays.....
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adv found exam....

today is my adv found exam...
hahaha...
finish d......hahahah!!!.........

..............

tomorrow is my EXAM!!!

tml is my ADVANCE FOUNDATION EXAM!!!!
..........
scare la.....
keep on listening to my dance song....
n pronouns the examiner's name.....
haha.......

after this exam can relax le...hahaha....
aiyo....
still cant relax...still got next year Grade 8 EXAM....
haizz.......
n somore concert......
haha...quite excited that this october is goin to start rehearsal....

GamBateH for tomorrow!!!!
MAY THENG.....u too.....
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no title......

可能大家都经历过.......
当你在问一个问题..又没人理......
你的心情会如何.....
可能读者会认为我很自私自利......
一定要只是照顾我或其他人罢了的感受.....
但大家想想...
你在教一个人或更多..然后某人来问一题问提....
可能你听不见.....但是某人重复又重复...
你只是看了某人一眼....
然后又继续教你的同学....
............
............
可能我嫉妒心重吧....
对不起.....

today is ....

today is pesta tang lung n majlis buka puasa......
hahaha....we just busing taking photos...hahaha...
photo will be upload next week...hahahah.....
....
next wednesday is my ADV FOUND exam.....
GAmBateH BA!!!!!!

i'm back.....

goin to singapore.....
after we arrive...we menumpang MRT...
then we arrive NUS - UCC....
haha....



this is the theater...
after watching 1st semi-final...we went to eat....
then we go to BUGIS JUNCTION....



after that....we go n learn Hip-Hop....
difficult but quite nice....

o school....
orchard road....





the second day....

finish watching ..we went to Mos Burger..

reach the time..we went to Changi Airport....
is time to go home......


infront is QIQI...behind is CHRISTINE....



bye singapore.....